And then he asked.

No. It wasn’t “Will you marry me?” He asked, “What are you afraid of?” And that question immediately stumped me. I couldn’t answer. I had no answer. I played that question over and over again in my head and still, nothing. Am I afraid of gaining weight? Maybe. But even then, recovery means having to…

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Tandoori Tales.

I’ve been happily experimenting in the kitchen much to Flo’s delight, or chagrin. He never knows what kind of dinner he’ll come home to most days and it’s fun gathering ingredients and preparing food that I hope turns out delicious. The other day, I decided to cater to Flo’s quarter-Indian blood and prepare a meal…

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#whatifeedmybf

As we’ve settled back into the swing of things post-Philippines, I’ve been incorporating more nourishment into my body and for the second consecutive week, my weight went up. I know that Flo was really proud of me, but me? Not so much. On Monday, upon hearing that I had gained, a part of me knew…

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Food Pho Life.

I’ve been wondering quite a lot about a few things. The usual things. Usual-for-me things. My brain has recently been shouting at me to Wake UP! And I can hear myself fighting back even as ED tried to bring me down. Yesterday, I thought to myself: Why am I still engaging in such disordered eating…

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One of Those Days.

Throwback to Friday: Just one of those days where everything feels meh. It started off raining and raining and raining and stopped around lunch time but the skies have been quite dreary since, aptly reflecting my mood. That said, I’m quite glad that I managed to pull myself together and get my tasks done for…

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