To The Point.

About a quarter of 2017 has passed and while I try to keep my blogposts light and upbeat most of the time, I also think it’s important to share some of the things I have been going through in terms of ED and recovery. The truth is, in recent weeks, my default feeling towards myself…

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For Love.

I believe I can safely say that after his love for me, Flo’s next love is for bread. Ok. Squeeze his beautiful sister, family and close friends in, thennnn you have bread! I know that my dearest boyfriend can be quite particular about bread what with him being from Germany and having bread as a…

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JooC Crew.

I’ve mentioned before that one of our couple friends have moved in down the road to us about a month ago although granted, down the road is still a good 10-15min walk away. We spent this last weekend with them first having dinner together Friday evening at a Vietnamese restaurant Flo and I think highly…

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An Extra Hand.

For someone as stubborn as I am, it is often not easy to ask for help, especially not from people whom I am not close to. I knew however, that recovery would be an uphill climb and that eventually, I would need some psychological support to help pull me through the end of the tunnel.…

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15 Years and Counting…

It’s not until you feel neglected and think you’re drifting away from someone who’s been like a sister to you half your lives that you realise just how much she means to you and just how much you love her. So I’m glad it was just me being overly sensitive to her busyness and settling into…

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Squash ’em.

As expected, fighting ED has been getting more difficult and food cravings have tapered off… so far. This means that I’m probably not pushing myself as much or as hard as I ought to. While it’s nice not to feel that urge to ‘binge’ or satisfy that insatiable hunger for all things carby and sweet,…

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Change.

It’s been a week of eating more, of making sure I leave the table with a sense of fullness and of course, it makes me feel a sense of greed and lack of self-control. And yet, the last couple of days, I’ve found myself getting hungry about 2 hours post-lunch, even after making sure I…

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